Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Dear Destiny, It Feels Like Magic.

Dear Destiny,
It feels like magic - those moments when your research idea starts to seem possible. When you can see the prospective pieces align, and actually think someone else might believe in it too. I don't know what it is about right now, but Destiny I can't stop thinking about how to make this research real! eep!

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Dear Destiny, The World Is So Big.

Dear Destiny,
The world is so big - it overwhelms me. I feel so small in comparison that it is hard to believe I will ever find my place, or ever find a companion. I feel too familiar with loneliness and yet I know that I can love. I do love, deeply. But I wish I knew the place or the person in this world that could love me back; love me in a way that calms the pangs of feeling lost and alone.