Dear Destiny,
I wore a dress today for good luck. I'm convinced I'm the perfect candidate for this job position, but I know you get the final say in these things. So I have to be honest, it feels like we aren't on the same page - you and me. It feels like a lot of hoping and waiting on my end without any signs of progress on your end yet. Maybe change is on the horizon and your relishing in the element of surprise?! In any case, I just thought you should know that's how I'm feeling; impatient and very alone.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Friday, October 19, 2012
Dear Destiny, It's raining.
Dear Destiny,
After a delayed start to autumn, it's finally raining. And to be honest, the timing couldn't be better - my emotions have been deflated this week by one thing after another.There are those sentiments about having rain to appreciate the sun or rain followed by rainbows; and yes, for now not all hope is gone. But Destiny, I don't want to waste that hope. So I implore a wish ... that in this rainy season I might find someone to hug away the loneliness, to kiss my tears dry, and perhaps to enjoy the sun and rainbows with me when they finally appear.
After a delayed start to autumn, it's finally raining. And to be honest, the timing couldn't be better - my emotions have been deflated this week by one thing after another.There are those sentiments about having rain to appreciate the sun or rain followed by rainbows; and yes, for now not all hope is gone. But Destiny, I don't want to waste that hope. So I implore a wish ... that in this rainy season I might find someone to hug away the loneliness, to kiss my tears dry, and perhaps to enjoy the sun and rainbows with me when they finally appear.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Dear Destiny, I dream of far off places.
Dear Destiny,
This time of year usually finds me in a restless state of mind, dreaming of far off places. Last autumn, if you'll recall, I was in a really horrible accident that left me unscathed yet toiling over the state of things in my life. So I flew to NYC to get lost in the wonders of a big city and escape my reality at least for a few days. Why do I bring this up? Because I'm feeling that same restlessness and have started thinking about where to go next. A cross country train ride to DC sounds nice; what do you think Destiny?!
PS. The Brooklyn Bridge is still my favorite.
This time of year usually finds me in a restless state of mind, dreaming of far off places. Last autumn, if you'll recall, I was in a really horrible accident that left me unscathed yet toiling over the state of things in my life. So I flew to NYC to get lost in the wonders of a big city and escape my reality at least for a few days. Why do I bring this up? Because I'm feeling that same restlessness and have started thinking about where to go next. A cross country train ride to DC sounds nice; what do you think Destiny?!
PS. The Brooklyn Bridge is still my favorite.
Monday, October 1, 2012
Dear Destiny, Why so gray?
Dear Destiny,
Things in life aren't so clear right now, not entirely blue either, so I ask, "Why so gray?" I was suppose to hear back about school in September - no word yet and it's the first of October. This house share was suppose to be the last move for a while - I fear it is not so. I was suppose to be done with love - but alas, it's just unrequited. so. much. gray. Destiny, whilst I don't believe things ought to be black or white, I sure could use a little less gray.
Things in life aren't so clear right now, not entirely blue either, so I ask, "Why so gray?" I was suppose to hear back about school in September - no word yet and it's the first of October. This house share was suppose to be the last move for a while - I fear it is not so. I was suppose to be done with love - but alas, it's just unrequited. so. much. gray. Destiny, whilst I don't believe things ought to be black or white, I sure could use a little less gray.
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